So I went to Wizard Comic Con

I had such a blast today at comic con, I even managed to only purchase some headphones too so I didn’t overspend. However, I am kind of half happy have depressed.

1. I have improved artistically but I have come to the conclusion that I will always be a d-list artist.

      I like to draw, I love making comes, I love art I just will never be good enough to be any sort of artist. I will always be the artist no one talks about and it depresses me.

2. My friend Yoli is one of the best artist that I know and seeing her have no confidence in herself makes me have even less confidence in myself.

        She’s awesome she did character designs for Eternity Dreams no less. yet she doesn’t believe in how awesome she is. I do believe in her and I wish she’d understand and realize how talented she is.

3. I just wish I could be good at something instead of okay at a lot of things.

       I’m always a B+ in art and literature. Never an A it’s so disgustingly depressing that no matter how hard I strive I don’t get better.

In conclusion, I had a great time today but I kind of want to curl up into the fetal position and rock back and forth because I just feel I suck that much right now.

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